정말 진심 미안해

안녕~ 

Its Monday again, feeling blue? ㅋㅋㅋ

Well, actually I'm feeling a little blue, but that's okay, I'll be fine soon, hehe!

Many times, I regret what I did, and I regret what I've said to certain people. I even regret the way I treat people, like maybe after some times, I think that I am too harsh, or maybe too rude, and I feel bad for being like that to that person, but really, there's no turning back, what's done, cannot be undone, no point regretting, but I still feel very regretful. Not that the aftermath is horrible or terrible, but I just feel bad sometimes, and I couldn't shake it off for quite a while. 

I tell myself many times that I MUST change my bad temper and bad attitude, but often or not, I failed, miserably...

I am born with bad temper and bad attitude, I know, I am aware of it, although 80% of the time I tolerate, and I did not erupt, but the remaining 20% just bombed at the wrong timing, ALWAYS! It happened so many times that I've lost count, and left the person and the people around awkward and probably hatred. 

I know none of my friends are reading this, but I still wanna say, sometimes, I really didn't mean to be harsh and say those bad and silly things. 人在氣頭上，怎會說出好話呢？Although this can't be an excuse, but whatever I've said in the past, which may cause you hurtings, I'm sorry for that, I just say things without thinking when I am angry and about to erupt, or already erupted. 

I just wanna say, 99% of the time, what I've said when I am angry, doesn't comes from my heart, I just said it to spike you, or maybe myself.

Again, ever doubted me, I will never forgive, because I am always here for you to ask me question, don't assume, you hate people have assumptions about you, I hate that too. Any things that you wanna know, I will clear your doubts, it's not as if I'm gonna lie, but again, I've never doubted you when people say bad things about you, and so I have no reason to ask you, plus, I don't say things behind your back, well, I do things to spike you few times because I am unhappy, and I did it on purpose, haha! And clearly, you are not very happy about that. Lols! Well, I apologize for those things that happened quite some times ago. 

미안해요... 정말 미안해... 진심 미안해...

Anyways, wanna show you this amazingly cute creature.

These are jellyfish!! Awesome or what, looks so amazing! 

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