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I think I had learn how to control my tears. I know they will come back to be my sons again. The only thing I had to learn now is to stop myself from missing them everyday, but it seems so difficult.

Thanks to those friends and relatives who cares for me no matter through facebook or by SMS, I really appreciate it.

THANK YOU

I know we shouldn't blame those doctors who never discover my boys earlier and prescribe me with injections and medicines, but I am so angry that even when the doctor helps me 把脉 and listens to my heartbeats, he also didn't discover. Is it really no fate? After so many old and young doctors I see, only the youngest looking doctor discovered that I am pregnant.

My mum said, my boys were good boys, they didn't make me suffer too much pain, and they just go off peacefully and not making me worried some more. Upon hearing this just now, makes my heartaches and I miss them so much.

我好想念他们！I really couldn't control. I don't know how.