Seriously, I had realised, when I'm around, not many people were happy, am I the one who made them mad or what? Maybe I did, but why don't they tell me? Think I've owe the world a thousand millions, most probably I'm a jinx or something.
Well, anyway, today at work was fulfil and busy and not forgeting the fun part with auntie kathy, she's totally fun loving, tonight's team was all right, I don't have that kind of weird feeling, but who knows whether tomorrow's team will make me feels the same? I hope it does, I want to be happy.
Maybe people will say, I think too much, over sensitive, but you are not me, how would you know how I feel?! It's a thing that really happens and making me feel weird and have urge to QUIT! I hate those feelings!
Maybe my attitude? I admit my temper wasn't good, I don't know how to say nice words, but that was me, I'm straight forward kind, if not happy with me, just tell me, don't just ignore me and walk away. If I already know, I will just shut up and do my own things, I won't even care at all, but the problem is, I don't know!
NEVERMIND! I will keep quiet for now, talk when necessary, maybe this is the best solution. *SIGH*
DON'T ASK ME WHY, WHO, WHAT
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