Number 100th posts! =DDD

I ♥ my tongue! =p


I can swear, I didn't draw eyeliner. =)


My hand so pain! =(


Tomorrow going to cut hair ler. =(


I will miss my fringe de. ='(


I hope my new hairstyle will be perfect and suits me. =DD



PLEASE DO NOT ENLARGE THE PICTURES ANYMORE, MY ROOM IS TOO MESSY TO BE SEEN! HAHA! I know I type this you girls will definitely look more closer one, LOL! Well, just type for fun, because nothing to type. OH! My bedsheet is so childish! Oh am jee! =X Please don't laugh at me. LOL!

BANG BANG BANG! Thanks for the suggestion Bestie♥! =)

Ntuc Dinner on the 25th of March `09

NTUC dinner; 25^th March 2009

When to Bestie's & Yingying's blog to "gob" dinner's photos. Actually I want to right click on them, but no response due to the no right click script and so was trying to click on the left click, NO RESPONSE, so just went through the source and got the link of the photo below, LOL!




I got no choice, LOLS, I appear in one of the 4 pics! =p



I am not drunk, I'm perfectly SOBER! =)



Really enjoy the whole dinner night!

I am so red in the photos, but after reached home I really wake up and still chatting with people online and I think if I didn't remember wrong, me and beloved had chatted with his sis about the air ticket thing. Hehe, so I can guarantee, I am sober. LOL!

All right, got to construct my blogskin, it's in a mess! Now than I realise, pardon me! =)

Speechless

Why don't sheep shrink when it rains?


Just had my breakfast, had instant bee hoon add cabbage add tomatoes and add enoki mushroom.

Full, love it♥.

Avril Lavigne

When You're Gone



I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Miss this song so much, listened to it umptee times, but still feel sad, totally love this song much, love the chorus♥.

Keep on listening in imeem. Can listen from my playlist too. =)

Happy day [=

Me after the dinner at Zhou's.



Beloved's muscle FATS! Ha Ha!




Met Bestie at Civic Centre today at 2pm and I was abit late, when I arrived, the first person I saw is not my bestie, is her cousin - XiaoXi. She waved so hard, ha ha!

After all the randoms, we went to CWP, had lunch in KFC and I had Snacker Popcorn chicken, and bestie had Snacker drumlets and XiaoXi had a Large SUNI Mashed Potato.

...Randoms...

Went to bestie's house, slack awhile and went down to WGV for the Zhou's! [= I knew it would be fun, and after the food, we had a small lucky draw session.

Prizes as below:
• 10th - Earpiece (Siew Lan Auntie)
• 9th - (Forgot)
• 8th - (Forgot)
• 7th - (Forgot)
• 6th - (Forgot)
• 5th - Cordless Airport (Me)
• 4th - (Forgot)
• 3rd - (Forgot)
• 2nd - Grilled and steamboat Set (Bestie)
• 1st - Microwave (Ah-Mei, actually is Tan got it.)

Microwave is no use to Tan, so draw again and Mei got it! =]
I only remember Jeehui got a 8gb Thumbdrive and Auntie Sharlene got a MP3, Magaret got a hairdryer, which she is so unwilling to win and keep finding people to exhange, Xiong got a Rice cooker and Tian Fang got a Oven! =) Just forgot all the sequence, think the rest is not so important, ha ha!

After the session, we were camwhoring inside the bus, so much fun! I love the shirt I bought today at Metro, woot! I love outings with interesting people. =)

Randoms

My hair long already. Time to cut.


My nails also long already. Time to cut.


My face too jia lat. Time to change.

Haha! Crazy already, nothing to do.

Just installed Skype and was having a nice long(duration - 22:13) with beloved's gugu in uk, she is so fun loving and she still know how to speak chinese, although not so fluent but I still can understand, ha ha! She was talking so happily with beloved and I am happy too! =)

Tomorrow will be going for dinner, pondering what to wear, so headache! But will be meeting Bestie to buy clothes!!!!!! Excited! Ok, shall blog in tomorrow night! =)

Btw, my skype username is floralwhite8831, add me if u have skype! =)

Adios~

Weirdo

Weirdos




Just now went to Woodlands Checkpoint to put money inside the bank for Taobao's order. Came back right after that, wasn't feeling right, doesn't have any mood to go shopping also, just went to Sheng Siong to buy the body exfoliating scrub.
Ate bread pizza for dinner and add in lime in the coke, how yummy! =)

Present.

Today woke up at 11am, I just straight away on TV and watch the channel 8 show, 最佳配偶, quite a nice show, but so retro. LOL =D

After that went to bath and we set off to CWP for lunch, I had yong tau foo and beloved had tom yam bee hoon kuay, the tom yam so oily, he still say not oily, OMG, no wonder he's fat, OOPS! I love fatty but him only. LOL

Going out later, ciao!

So miss them.

Suet; taken on mary's wedding.



Baby Ken 6th months old.



This photo was taken from beloved's eldest sister's MSN blog. This photo reminds me of my first visit to Sandakan, and my first visit to beloved's house. LOL

Miss those days so much! =D This coming June we will be going back again, it will be my third time there and the fourth time seeing beloved's family!

I am so excited! Muahahahaha!

I ❤ Vicks

VICKS! I ❤ VICKS!




Having stuffy nose again, but all other problems are healed already, will be working today, kind of ZzZz, still hasn't have the mood to start working, still on holiday mood feel like slacking another few more days. =D


i will eat carefully from now on, its too suffering for my tummy. LOL


So many days being at home, the feeling is superb! So relaxing with no worries to be called back to work, but my life isn't so smooth afterall, so many things running through my mind, feeling exhausted but yet cannot tell anyone how I feel, only one person know what happened.

❤❤❤❤❤

Anyway, I'm OK! I know I will never be alone again, thanks. =)

Number 90th

I HAD ENOUGH ALREADY!




Taken a short nap, feeling much much better, only have appetite for super light taste stuffs like plain bee hoon soup with vegetables and lean meats or breads, so in love with my Vicks inhaler. (=

I want to go back Sabah and buy another brand's inhaler, last time I went back and bought that one, the smell was superb, but in the end I gave it to Linda that lil imp and she lost it, and some day they move the couch and they found it!

Linda told me the inhaler is now with his gonggong, oh my god! Uncle sure know how to treausre good things, ha ha, its the most fragrance inhaler I ever found, until now he is still using! =)

Wishing for June to faster come, I want to take a break from everything here, I really had enough, I can't take it anymore. God bless.

Lil update.

Nauseous




Wake up early today, having heavy headache and feel like throwing up, super awful. Feeling giddy now, feel like vomitting and also very sleepy, I think I shall go rest first, shall blog in at night. =)

Take care to anyone who pass by my blog and those who really care for me. (=

Eat vinegar.

Whole day eat, sleep, watch tv, non-stop. Having headache while I was taking nap in the afternoon, super painful, didn't want to wake up at all, but the sun is so hot! It's forcing me to wake up and take a cold bath.
After the bath I'm feeling quite ok, just abit hungry. Ha Ha!

Feeling giddy and stomach is painful now! I think I will passout anytime, but will take a rest after beloved comes back home, only he can take care of me in the night if not I think I will squeeze my way into my parents' room and sleep with them, ha ha! That injection hurts man! The "poke" is still hurting me whenever I sat down on the toilet bowl, feel like screaming!

Think my jealousy is coming back, just forget all about me!

I knew it all along.

VICE VERSA Eventually turns back to you.




Feeling better now, although stomach is still twisting. =X Hope it will get better by tomorrow night. *sigh*

Yesterday went online, chat with amoi, Bestie, beloved's sis and his gugu in uk. Beloved used the mic to talk with his sis, and actually we wanted to webcam and talk with beloved's gugu, but think her MSN is having some problem and we cannot start a video call, so we just use webcam instead.

Think beloved has decided to go back Sdk on the 3^rd of June till the 8^th or 9^th of June, if we insist to come back on 9^th, we will be arriving in Sg at the time of 0115, and beloved have to work, so guess we will have a shorter trip this year, SAD!

Well, nevermind, every year we will be going back, self console.

♥♥♥♥♥

Everything's changed, but I love this kind of life.

My poor tummy!

Several symptoms found within these few days.
• Gastric flu.
• Tummy inside is filthy.
• Normal to serious food poisoning.



Wish me get well soon.

I am happy to have fixed my webcam! Thanks to whoever it concerns.



18^th March
My basket bag is despatch to SingPost already! I am so happy, but I totally have no strength to jump up to joy, LOL, only can sit down infront of desktop and laugh silly-ly to the monitor. -_-

Feeling lonely, tummy is bullying me, twist and turn inside, so pain, but thanks for the injection, I can stop my diarrhea already, if not I also cannot sit here and post this like the past few days. Blog in some other day.

Awful

I THINK I'M GONNA BE SICK SOON!




Working is fun today!

Tian Fang and me like mad! Ah Tan bought 2 boxes of Easter Chocolate Chick, and he took one chick and eat, and 1 box gave to me, TF and Tikus, but I didn't take 1 whole piece, I share with TF, it's so SWEET! Damn high, don't know is the chocolate too sweet or I too sick, after eating for about 2 hours, my back starts to ache! OUCH! Super hard to walk, now sitting infront of computer, my whole body aches! LOL!

Wearing jacket now, but still feeling cold, don't know what happen to me!!!

GOOD NEWS!
❥Beloved's dad is OK! I am so happy!

He just have to eat carefully and I guarantee go back won't buy anymore POPCORNS! LOL!

Adios~

Green Tea, my favourite!

Pokka's the BEST!



I am really putting in alot of effort to maintain my loss of 1kg, but my dad just bought me Nasi Lemak for breakfast today, LOL! Think I've already gained back that 1kg already. LOL!

Never mind, I must persevere, continue to endure the nights without supper, but yesterday I am so hungry that I ate countless pieces of CNY chocolate biscuits, it's small small kind and ate ½ piece of Delifrance Vienna Cheese Bread and the other ½ I gave to auntie Margaret. After reached home, I popped in a packet of Chili Sunflower Seed, yummy, but so SINFUL!

OKAY! I will not eat anything for supper tonight! I must JIA YOU! LOL, wish me success!

Out of Boredness.

If a turtle doesn't have a shell is he homeless or naked?

1st Step Achieved.

First step Achieve; I will work harder.



Went to weigh myself just now, to my surprise, my weight has already gone down by 1kg! Yay! So happy, yesterday night I didn't eat very full for dinner, so after ❤Beloved came back home, I ate 2 packets of Japanese Seaweeds. So yummy, it's not so fattening than eating cheese macaroni, but I truly ❤❤ macaroni. LOL!

I think I shall stop drinking sweeten drink, must work hard to achieve my goals and start drinking plain water, AW! I hate plain water, but for the sake for my goals, I shall persevere! HMM! Support me!

Tone tone tone, have to do more situps, adios!

Number 80th Post.

I am working very hard for that, support me!



I have one new wish, and I'm working hard for it. Eating less and try to control my cravings for supper. =)

I admit that sometimes I really cannot refrain from eating supper as everyday I only eat one meal, either breakfast or lunch and after that, 3pm I'm off to work and never eat anything until 11pm, but in between I will popped in sweets in case I fall asleep while slacking. LOL!

Wish me faster hit my target! =)

So gl⦿⦿my.

Why do doughnuts have hole?



Feeling so gloomy, don't know what happen to me? Have alot of thinking going in and out my mind, think I'm going crazy already.

❥Beloved told me that his dad will be going to KK tomorrow for the report, today he just went to the hospital for blood test, guess he is now at home already. I know why yesterday the both of them quarrel already, ❥Beloved's dad felt being neglected by ❥Beloved's mum, because these few days she is busy with her sister's things, so they quarrel.



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I waiting patiently for my basket bag and bikini to arrive at the end of this month. Spend quite alot this month, but felt so worth it. LOL!

Total spending⤵
• Basket bag → $33.90 = $34
• 2 sets of Bikini → $22
• Cotton On babydoll blouse → $19.95 = $20
• Cotton On U neck tee → 3 for $20

∴34+22+20+20=$96

Next week going to Lot 1's Cotton On to buy the spaghetti top to go with the babydoll blouse, go home and found out I don't have. LOL! One more thing to buy is Epilator from Courts, but don't know CWP's Courts have anot. OH~

Heartpain.

When I erase a word written with a pencil where does it go?


Today woke up super early, we woke up at 7am. ❥Beloved's mama and papa quarreling in the early morning. Today ❥Beloved's papa wants to go to the hospital to take the report, and at 11am mama have to send her sister off for the last time, maybe papa thinks that it's kind of clash and unlucky or something as he is taking report so he start quarreling with her, she cried, ❥Beloved so heartpain for them and asking them don't quarrel.

David tried to call Mary, but she haven't wake up and she never on her handphone, trying to call her because their dad only listens to Mary, think they are fine now, but wondering what the report says, seriously hoping everything is perfectly fine. =)

Yesterday night was chatting with ❥Beloved's sister - Mary on MSN. She say she migtht be going back to Sandakan in early June, ❥Beloved wish too, but he also have to see whether his boss allow him to take leave in June anot, because the China worker there also going back hometown in June, so he is still deciding. ❥Beloved is so eagar to get out of that hell place, benefit not good, bad attitude boss, etc.

I also hope he will get out of that hell place soon, but this year's economy doesn't seems good, also don't know whether it's a good choice to change job this year? Hope ❥Beloved will find a better job soon.=)

After serious thoughts, maybe after ❥Beloved quit his job there, maybe I will stay on, I don't bear to leave that place yet, as I'm so familiar already, I like this job but I just don't like the customers there. So will continue to think. =)

Feeling down.

Feeling ... I don't know, just depress.



Just now heard from ❥Beloved that his youngest aunt - Ling姨 is going back to Sandakan tomorrow and the flight is 9am. ❥Beloved said, actually he wanted to go back, but the flight too early. Well, whatever.

✩✩✩✩✩

Today's work is just fine, the only thing I am not happy about is the CUSTOMERS, not practically all CUSTOMERS, but minority of them are really irritating. Hate them! Forget about it, they are just some pests.

Tomorrow's me and ❥Beloved's off day, but he seems to be troubled about what happened recently, I'm affected too, thus my gloomy mood. Nobody have predict all these, so only have one old quote - treasure what you have now before it's gone, and left you with regrets.

Gonna buy that Cotton On top tomorrow, and I'm gonna find an container to put my cotton wools inside, FP's 40% free cotton wool, FOC and given by mei. LOL! Now I have cotton wools, but don't have container, and I can't just put it like that on the table right? I don't want to ruin my own face, my face is already in a mess due to my bloody menses! LOL, sorry, abit gross.

All right, that's about it, don't know what to type some more, blog in tomorrow night. (=

Good night! (=

Randoms.

Lives are short.


❥Beloved got a message from his brother.

❥Beloved's Ah姨 - Lang姨 passed away last night, it's was very sudden, even ❥Beloved is shocked, his mama totally don't dare to sleep, she even on the lights the whole night, because ❥Beloved's mama these past few days were chit chatting and playing mahjong with her, and yesterday the two of them also chatting like until about 7pm, and around 8pm his mama got the call and this happened.

Now the family left 1 teenage brother, 1 primary school sister, 1 pair of twins and 1 new born few months' baby.

Treasure what you have now, especially your own life and health.
Condolences.

Forget all about me.

FORGET ALL ABOUT ME; AT LEAST I'LL FEEL BETTER.


Other than my parents, I think only my one and only ❥Beloved understand me most. He's the only one who's willing to listen to my nonsense, no other people understands me. You are not wrong, I'm feeling duper EMO now, feeling very down, totally no mood. I like the way my life is now, but I'm just not satified, sensed something is missing and I don't know what it is!? Maybe jealousy? Well, I don't think so. Forget about it, it's not important anymore.

Today's working hours are easy to passed, there are TianFang and Suriah to cheer me up, I'm having lots of fun, I don't deny, I enjoy my work tonight, tomorrow will be more delightful for me, tomorrow there's Amoi to accompany me, hope she tolerate my nonsense, LOL!

This few days feeling quite depressing, because of what I don't know, just because of some reason, one time happy one time disappointment, what the hell, I'm very upset! I feel like screaming! I feel like telling the whole world I don't want to be alone, but I know I'm not alone, but that's just not enough. ]=

NOT FAIR!

I'm feeling Coup De Coeur.

I in ❥ with Richard Clayderman's music!!



I'm so happy for BESTIE, she's going to graduate soon, but she somehow doesn't really seems happy, well, knew it from her blog but at the same times she also seems having lots of fun with her friends.

Was on MSN and ❥Beloved's 2^nd sister PM me and chat a little as she was working. LOLS! Quite nervous, first time what! LOLS! She says she will be online tonight, so shall wait for ❥Beloved to come back home and chat with her. =)

Sometimes I feel like I'm already one of them in ❥Beloved's family, they treat me so well and makes me feel so blessed, they are all nice people actually, love them! =)
Although it's like too early to say so much, but I really like them.

Well well, I'm blissful enough already. =p

Currently listening to Richard Clayderman's music pieces, so NICE! Marriage d'amour and Coup De Coeur is the best, not forgetting Chopin's Nocturne No.2, ❥ it too!

Sorry =p

So sorry to my BESTIE and Tikus.

Told them that I will be online at night, but in the end I didn't online, I just on computer to watch video and posting and after that I off it and wait for Beloved❥ to come back home. Sorry my dears(mimicking those auntie customers).

Tonight I PROMISE I will be online, because yesterday also feel lazy and tired after the morning diarrhea and vomiting I'm now quite afraid to eat alot already, scary! My dad says my face totally turn pale and green. Lols. I guess so too, super duper pain and toss and twist inside my stomach like nobody's business! =X

Both of my friends are important to me, hearts them as much as they hearts me! Lols!!

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Today is 5^th of March.

❥Beloved was very anxious about the report, so yesterday night I spend the few hours totally with him, he kept telling himself that it will be ok, but he still can't stop worrying. I understand, that person is very important to him, DEFINITELY! I truly hope everything will be fine. =)

You'll be all right! You are important to me as well. =)


Add-ons:
→ Place order for 2 sets of bikini and PAID.

→ Place order for basket bag and PAID.


Waiting for end of March for bikini to reach.
24^th March or 25^th for my basket bag. =)

One more day.

Woke up at 11am. Wash up and grab a cup, wash a little(because I think its clean) and rush to my room and take pills. Popped in and swallowed. After that went to kitchen and grab a packet of Chocolate Bear Biscuit, give my dad 1 piece, as he doesn't really like chocolates, not I stingy OK, after that I finish the whole pack. He he!

After not long, I went to the toilet and found that my menses came(damn it!), no wonder feeling super awful yesterday night. Never mind about that, at around 12.30pm, my stomach starts to growl and tit's so painful and so I rush to toilet, diarrhea, I was sweaty and cold like hell inside the toilet, so feel like crying because it's really super pain OK, I went in and out the toilet 3 times and the 3^rd time I vomitted, and my stomach feels better after that. RELIEVE! I thought I will be suffering more. Phew!

Ate Po Chai Pills and rub some Ointment and went to sleep, slept for 1hr and everything's fine, went to bath and go online! =)

Chat with Amoi alittle and offline and post this. Blog in at night!

PS: Tomorrow's report is going to be fine, uncle is so scare and see wrong date, went there in car ½ way and turn back. Belove, your dad's gonna be OK de.

I need new tops!

Today woke up quite late, at 11.10am, overslept.

11.15 - Bathe.

12.05 - Finish bathing.

12.30 - Went out.

First destination is Woodlands Checkpoint, actually want to deposit money, but the service is temporary out of order, so we change our mind to line up, but we change our mind again, we went to have breakfast, we had KFC, he had 2 piece meal, change the coleslaw to cheese fries while I had Meltz also change the coleslaw to cheese fries, we hate coleslaw! Anyway, super full.

After eating, went to second hand's handphone shop, we saw LG Viewty KU990, so at first decide to sell away LG KS20, but the uncle only want to buy back from us at 170and he told us that the actual buying back price is 150 no matter how long you had used it, and if we going to sell it at 170, we still have to top up another 150 for the Viewty, laogong think that its not worth, so we just walk off and line up for the deposit machine again, lucky us! The machine can be use again!

After deposit, we went to wait for bus 856, waited for about 5 minutes, at last the bus came, we go aboard, and I was sitting like as if I'm sitting on my home sofa, than my belove keep purposely squeeze towards me, haha, or maybe he didn't squeeze, is he too fat =X LOLS. He fat fat I more happy, but he must be healthy than me.

Reached SSC, it was drizzling, so we walked quite fast, but there was construction going, so we risked our life by walking in their 'territory'. Haha, reached inside, our first shop is -- COTTON ON! Attracted by the shoes first, because the black ones' inner cloth is LEOPARD PRINT❥.

Belove bought 2 tees, one white one grey V neck one, and I bought 1 pair of shoes and 1 pair of slippers, but now I miss that sleeveless blue stripe top! Going go back there next week. ❥❥❥

After that went to Daiso, bought cigarette filters, purse, Cola Sweet, Coin Purse, Orange film candy, 2 boxes of cotton wools, Charcoal cotton spiral bud and a Rose Candle to chase away the mosquitoes!

Next destination is Giant, only went there to buy 2 cans of Top shells. I think thats about it, nothing more to blog already, I think blog in tomorrow afternoon. =)

Good nights❥

I want ice cream.

Have the urge to eat ice cream suddenly feeling very happy, also don't know why, maybe because tomorrow is my off day! I am so tired this few days, not due to work it's due to something.

5^th of March is an important day. I seriously hope EVERYTHING is OK and FINE. =) 加油！没有事的啦！
Guess after 5^th kongkong will be settled down and not being paranoid, although he's not wrong to be paranoid. Well, whatever.

I want ice cream! Tomorrow's going to buy 2 BIG tubs of ice creams!

I don't care what brand, I just want to eat ice cream, I think I'm crazy already, I also feel like eating at LJS, laogong says he's going to accompany me to eat, LOLS! It's his first time eating LJS because after knowing me, he always choose the best restaurant or those I love to eat, so he always accommodate to my needs. Lols.

Simply ❤❤❤ him so much.


Add-Ons.

Laogong let me buy
• 2 sets of Bikini.
• 1 big ribbon off shoulder.
• Basket Bag-.-

Just now pass-by instock blogshop, ordered one tee. $22, guess laogong gonna kill me soon! Lols.

没有事的啦！

Today is the first day of March. Many things run through my mind again, alot of things I want to buy and do. Only have one wish, I want everybody around me to be healthy, bring healthy is the most important thing in life.

Things I want to buy.
• Bikini from online spree.
• Bag from spree.
• Blouse from spree.
• 一字领 Blouse from spree.
• New flats/pumps.

More to go...

This coming Tuesday will be going to Sembawang Shopping Center's Daiso to buy my cotton wool and other stuffs. Laogong going to the Giant to buy his working pants, he say for work no need wear good ones, so he went there to buy, although cheap but he say nice to wear.

That time went to Tampinese's Giant, found the pants he wants, but don't have his size, guess he's fat. =X Lols.

He's my 肥猪❤.